11.29.2011

Attempting New Territory: Snails

On this weeks adventure time with cat and rachael  we eat snails! Snails. That we got for free from whole foods because we wanted to try them and the meat counter guy can't resist giving food away to cute girls... or because they really do just give you samples.

As you can see... they were good! We liked them. I think it helped that this was after my thesis proposal and after my parents took my friends to the brewery and I had an Old Knucklehead and was clearly drunk. off one beer. Because that's how this lightweight rolls.

You might recognize Cat from her awesome photography website. She's the lovely lady who took my picture on this here blog. Love her.

Now I've got to find a new weird food to eat. Frog legs and snails are down!

Thesis Proposal in Review

I wrote a detailed version of my thesis day but it was boring.

So let me just say. I passed. I PASSED. I MOTHERFUCKING PASSED.

and all is well in the world again.

11.27.2011

This Semester Through Photobooth Pictures

 Early on Happiness
 Still in Denial Happiness
 Dwindling Happiness
 The Shock of the Real
Kill me Please

The Happenings

Tomorrow I give my thesis proposal. I stand in front of a group of students/family/friends and a panel of judges to decide if this warrants a semesters work and if I have it in me to complete it.

Wow. Really. I am nervous. I am thrilled. I am overwhelmed. I'll do just fine.


To everyone else proposing/defending I wish you the very best.

11.13.2011

From the studio





Just thought I'd stop in and show you a peak at my studio. This week is going to be very busy and I'll most likely be pretty absent from the blog until mid December. I hope to post a little here and there.

11.11.2011

Thesis Proposal

So I thought I would share with you guys the state of my current thesis proposal. Which I have to present to a panel and group of people in less than 3 weeks. Crazy scary. Here is my paper so far:

"I would like to create an archive of family members; telling family stories through visual and written composition. I am interested in keeping my family memories alive, knowing that we will not be documented in popular culture but by what we leave behind and who sees these objects and documents. I am also interested in what is present in the memory and what is forgotten, the known and the unknown and what little information one needs to remember something by. I hope to find a new avenue to concrete these memories and events in time. Composing personal habits and objects that are universally understood by an American audience to create portraits of loved ones. Through these collected portraits I hope to detach myself and find a new understanding of these people that are so close to me while giving he audience a wider scope of investigation into their own memories and families.

Writings inspire this work such as Raymond Carver’s “What We Talk About When We Talk About Love”; a minimalist collection of mundane short stories that with detail can make a reader connect with the story and want more. Documenting objects with written word influenced by John Baldesarri’s piece The Pencil Story, a short story with few detail and no climax, but one we all know. Sophie Calle’s piece Exquisite Pain; this piece was my introduction to Calle’s work and I fell in love with the way she is able to illustrate her story with her banal photography.  I want to give importance to everyday objects that belonged to someone in the same way that Jonathan Safran Foer did in “Everything is Illuminated.”

Order and display will take a large role in my collections. I tend to naturally gather objects that have connections, either personal or through shared attributes. These collections vary in abundance and have different meanings of importance. I arrange these objects, composing a display. I was taught this order of collecting by my parents and my grandparents who are also collectors of things. It is through their collections that I find myself understanding them deeper.

In understanding my parents relationship with their parents I feel as though i will understand my relationships with my parents to a further extent. I find it important to capture their memories, my memories, our shared memories and solidify the stories. I was not close to my father’s parents and my mothers parents were only existed in my life after their death.

I find myself keeping objects to remember these people, events, occasions. I think the majority of people in America do this. We save birthday cards, souvenirs from places we visit and we reconstruct the memory of these objects represent through the object. I wonder if we create memories through these objects as well.

I will keep a journal of memories; writing down moments in time, events, happenstance.  From these memories I gather detailed visual interest from the people and places composing a visual portrait. The objects I collect will be based on the relationship I have with the object and how I see the object helping to create a portrait. I will continue to read memoirs of American writers and watch documentaries of American culture. My studio will become a place for making imagery, collecting, reordering, but I think my writing will be sporadic, sparked by memory.

For my thesis I will create a series of written and archived work, image/object, to create portraits of people that will hold my family in time. I will look into how far I can push the known and the unknown. These short stories and visual works will be gathered from personal experience but I hope the readers will be able to relate them to their own experiences. In the same way, I hope the audience can piece together a personality of a person through these portraits and piece together someone they know."

11.09.2011

Busy Bee

I am sorry the blog is getting neglected! I have been far too busy with school and work. The week after Thanksgiving I have my thesis proposal. wtf. How did it become that time already? 12 weeks ago, when I started this semester, I felt like I had so much time ahead of me and now I have barely any.

So I apologize for the lack of updates. But the blog takes a back seat to school and I'm sure you all understand.

11.01.2011

Dear November




You snuck up so quickly.
I can't wait for my moms stuffing.
I hope everything thesis goes smoothly
I'm excited to finalize Martha as my mentor.
I'm looking forward to legit fall weather.
I need to buy real boots.
I hope Mr Jones lets me decorate his house.
I'm looking forward to scarfs and gloves.
I hope to get my Christmas shopping done early.